Tis is the 4th times i went to midvalley within tis week.Today is to celebrate connie's bday n to gathering.Tis is my comment to my old buddies:

 

shaleen--change alot...lenglui so muchies now...straight hair plus good bodyshape..

wai ih--still the same...but more "lui yan mei"

peiyeik--no more bomb hair,more cute~~

connie--more n more mature...mayb almost 20 yrs old..hahaz

adrian--thin joh siu siu...still tat funny~

ah beng--stil the old same ah beng

brian--same same brian!!

 

we ate at domino...take lots of photos..quite an exciting day!!

 

p/s:miss jane jess n ah mien....but heard tat ah mien will come to kl at march..duno true or not.hope 1 day whole gang reunion!!

 

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so appreciate wat yunn shin said bout me at her blog...sumtimes fren is juz like tat...hope our frenship remain forever!!!

 

p/s: got time i sure go visit u again at wangsa...hehe....never forget u!!

1st week of sch reopen oledi got so many assignment topics,so many new things to learn n memories.Feel so sien coz the timetable too many break.At sch duno do wat...we even went to mid valley during yesterday's break.Sighh...melepak at shopping complex is sumthing not moral.Tis is wat i learn during moral class today.^^

 

Not satisfied with the tutorial group given...i mean wat my fren's feel.But actually i feel nothing..our purpose is to study not to gather with frens.and i belief,our frens wont forget bout us even they changed to another group.Coz they r frens to be.rite?hehe!!about lecturers,i think no lecturer like last time maths lecturer gam...at least if i listen to their lecture i will pass.I hope i will oso.

 

feel uncomfortable now...tis 1 week oso like tat.tmr i wont eat anymore.everytime eat oso will suffer with stomachache.even if only eat a little.No money to see doc,dun feel like wanna use money.Mayb coz many ppl change hp bcoz they worked in the holiday,i feel myself very sat bai.=.=

 

jz now went to midv meet yunn shin and hand her bday present.watch movie n shopping with them.quite happy to meet back old frens.hehe!!

 

Now no house to go back...wan2 bath oso cnt..sighh...bla bla bla..........

明天就要开学了。。。

心情很差很差。。。

不想要开学。。。

对每件事都很烦。。。

心情很空！！！

 

虽然家里什么都没有，但幸好有friendly housemate！

我不想在搬家了。。。

希望这个学期什么都顺利。。。

好想念家里的床。。。

想念家里的饭。。。

第一次那么想家。。。！

 

很累。。。想休息。。。唉！

 

   Finally back to kl....have to keep all my playing heart n concentrate on studies.Many things happen tis few months...included i moved back to kuching,1 week trip to sdk n tenom during christmas......bla bla bla.There's been 3 months din meet my bi...now back to his side..feel so lovely.^^ But i m not in a mood to type blog now...hehe...juz tell all my frens..."I M BACK......TO KL!!"

    Missing from my blog n msn for short time...i went to kundasang with my family n church members.I was not planning to go...but my mum seems like want us to go so much so i juz followed.Things seems like not goin well in the beginning coz i tot ther wont be as cold as genting so i din bring long pants...hehe...n....i wore slippers.Tat stupid slippers made me fall quite a few times...sighh...luckily my sis handle me all the ways i walk...like old ppl..sighh..!!But the scenes ther very pretty...the air cold enuf...i took lots of pics too...hehe!!^.^ Sumthing make me feel sad...i tot church ppl are full of caring...but when i saw how they treat my sis...i really sam tam.suen la....none of my business oso...hehe!!Now back to my life style...eat sleep play movie...only sumthing special is...now is hari raya time...go for sum visiting during lunch times...hehe!!miss my dear again...aihz...!!

    Last few days went to Tenom to visit my old frens.1st i took bus frm sandakan to kk on fri early morning wit my sis,then afternoon followed my fren's parent's car to Tenom.I was actually really looking forward for tis trip,i was looking forward to meet all my old frens.But things actually went the wrong way!!A fren whom i treated as best fren last time,not willing to meet me by an excuse tat nth to talk wit me.Tat's ok,the next day nite,my fren(guy) ask me out to yum cha but finally said dun wanna come out.What the.......!!!!The only frens i met were those actually not fren wit me last time.I really disappointed!!Where the hell my real frens went...or i never meet 1 b4??=.= I stayed at my fren's house,meet katak(my k goh) and chian vui.On the day b4 i back,i met vun yen, sook kyun n james.Tat's all.I actually envy my sister.Her frens are those who ask her out...not she ask them out.This prove wat??Prove tat i m NOT popular last time.Sighhh.....~~!

    Then Monday went to KK and stayed ther 1 nite.Saw my fren's bf...hope she is hapi forever.Then the next day i took the early bus back to sandakan again.Juz like tat....aihz.

 

 

    I left KL almost 3 weeks.Felt the distance between my dear n i really far.Last nite miss him til cry again...duno when will i start crying again in the following days of my holidays.Aihs....dear dear....i miss u very very much.LonelY!!

    Back here almost a week...at least 2 more days then full 1 week.At here quite boring..at home only eat,drink,sleep,play,movie...etc.But luckily my buddies(jane n jess)havent back spore so i ask them out to yum cha.on wed...jane,jess n i went for a lunch.Actually planned to lunch at SKY but din open.So we juz choose the restaurant opposite SKY---->TOMATO.Ate "hiong dai mai" there..em...not the same as Kl's but quite nice oso..at least sdk's more prawn n sotongs.=P After lunch we had nth to do so juz walked around mile 4.Last time still got connie's shop to stay n chat awhile...now connie not here so we juz walk everywhere.Went to watson bought my shampoo n conditional.Then go drink Vanila milk shake then back home..tat's 1 day for me.

    Today add 1 more person...our mummy...(ah mien).We went to lunch again...luckily SKY opened.After an hour chit chatting there...from no ppl at that shop sit til fiull of ppl,then we proceeded to saloon.Jane had her hair cut.so cute...make me oso feel wanna cut.:) then we went to encore sing k...wow..wow...so syok...sing til i got a little sorethroat tim.hehe...Then meet ah zho them..we go in thier room to sing again.Wow..so damn tired...around 5 then we back home.Tat's another day for me again.Today is lantern festival..but sdk got no electric for twice.sighh...wat a real natural city.-.-

    back here 1 week...start quarrel frm ytd..last nite really sad..think tat he wont find a way to contact me..m i important??or he 4got about me at all?i knw he will angry again if saw tis blog.what to do?i too understand him.Sumtimes really sam tam..i cry so long in front him..he like no feel at all..heart pain...very pain..sighh...but i guan joh oledi..coz with him so long..should hapi,rite?^.^ miss him so much..:)

    Finally back to my own house...feel so lonely n desperate.haha...mayb coz heard my dear go yum cha later..if i m ther i sure will follow them.=P luckily still can online--chating,skyping,blogging,sufting..haha...fun fun fun!!My sis is having PMR now..so no people can go out with me.Waiting chance to go out with jess n jane..hope they wont say me fat when meet me.Of coz..i will find ah mien too..they are the peoples make me come back here...to sandakan.^.^ In one more month times,i will move back to kuching and duno when got another chance to come back here.I love Sandakan...coz it gave me so much memories here..especially with my dear.But i think i will have chance to back here in the future coz tat's wat my dear said so.hehe..!!I hope i can go back TenoM to pay a visit next week..coz tat place has less chances to go in the future.BleRrR...so "pien sam"....only like Sandakan but Not Tenom.haha!!

    What to do in tis long long 3 months holiday ler??Sienz...OcT,NoV....DeC..january then i can back to PJ.OMG..next year then can back..so damn long...n tat time i m 20...OoOOooOOo....wat an old old lady...=.="' 3 more days will be 25 months of me n my dear...actually is 2 more days..coz now oledi pass 12 oclock. Well..well..well...plan to study sum sub in this long holiday...Moral,Electronic device...n Maths..sighh...i guess no working again in tis holiday.Duno when then got the chance to work.Sighhhh~~~!!Oh ya...talk back the work my dear did.He was so so san fu with it...standing ther 13 hours...n have to smile n smile...gosh..so heartache when he yum cha with me..saw his tired face..make me dun wan to spend his money anymore.HahA.Suddenly miss my dear again...T.T wat to do??aihzz..!!

    Finally finished exam..now is the relax time for me...tat day went to genting highland with classmates those..very very hapi within tat 2 days.juz felt tat our friendship all become closer n closer..all guys took good care of us..every moment oso laughing and smiling..really hapi n relax..forgot about exam n results...forgot bout house...forgot about everything tat makes me stress.^.^ we went to played the roller coaster,the flying things(i duno wat name)..gokart...and many many more..!At nite got magic show..and snow house..!If u saw the style we played in the snow house,u wont believe tat's the real us.We played like those children in movie..throwing the snow here n there...laughing can be heard every place..we all looked like those big big kids.really very hapi.Midnite..sum of them went to casino..the rest of us went to starbucks drink hot chocolate.We chat n chat n chat...chat about everything..chat about our family..feel our relationship more close coz knw each other things.Then...finally sum 1 said sumthing very surprise..he talked bout a gal he liked last time..then showed the pic to us..another fren of mine shocked coz tat gal is his cousin.haha...so funny...i wont said who r them la..~!dun worry!=P after awhile we got tired..then went back to our room to sleep..The next day..we woke up very early..juz to eat breakfast.After tat we returned back room to sleep again...haha..like pig.about 12 sumthing we went to lunch then walked around the genting.Then we back to PJ...haha..!

    The next day..my roomie n i went to low yat to find 2 frens..then we went to redbox sing k.we sang 4 hours non stop..then my roomie n i went to sg wang shopping..til at nite 11 back.Bought lots of things..and bought a pair of cute monkey key chain for me n dear.^^ after tat went to see a house..FINALLY...finally...finally i found a room to stay in..really really good mood tat day.actually i got a little headache when returned from genting,now become no more.wah..now everything has settle..i become more n more relax..n oso more n more hapi.

    The happiest thing is...tmr my dear will go to work.I owez encourage him to work coz he never tried to work b4.Mayb tis time will make him more experienced n more mature...i hope so.I oso hope i can find a job during m holiday..but i think most probably cnt.aihz...coz have to move house...sighh....move from sandakan to kuching...so sad.But i hope i can meet my buddies when i back...(jess n jane) b4 they back to spore.And oso ah mien..and oso connie..and oso my secondary form 5 frens.^^ cheer up ade...u r not owez bad luck.^.^v

    I hate myself...for being such busybody..worried tat my roomie will boring...so i sms alex ask him bring us to 1 U today...but after alex said OK...she dun wanna go...ah yaw oso dun wanna go...then finally i oso tell alex dun wanna go...do u knw alex said sumthing hurt my hubby???said "u play all la~~~" whose fault??i duno...who should i blame??juz can blame myself so busybody.My hubby feel not good...but he din said so...what the.....XXXX!!!! Sorry alex...sorry!!I oso very angry now....but i duno y i angry for..wont back home for 2 days!!!XXXX!!!!!>.<

   How to describe my feeling now??i duno.Actually after the last paper i should be happy..i should feel very very relax but i didnt.Today after my last paper...i cried.I wonder y i so stupid..even a simple formula oso duno hot to memorize.Last nite when doin past year paper..i m very confident that i will get B...or mayb A..(juz if today come out the same type as the past year)...it did...came out exactly the same..1st ques function and complex num..2nd vectors..3rd matrix..4th limit n sequences..but vectors i forgot parallel wat formula..forgot matrix should used cramer's rule...limits n sequence is the only thing last nite i juz touched so i wont blame it.Function duno how to convert.SHIT~!!!Really feel myself too useless...waste my hubby's precious time..waste my energy...waste my time...bla bla bla..=.= Really sorry to my parents..aihz.Overall,i cant even think of 1 subject i got confident to pass...mayb LCD..coz i dun think i will fail tat.sighhh...~~!!Now i want complete relaxation..i wan game i wan animation i wan play i wan movie...everything i cnt do last 3 weeks i wanna do them all...^.^ Gambateh in sub paper,adeline...gambateh!!^.^v

    Today...lots of peoples rushing to kl juz to watch countdown concerts..including my housemate..look at their happy and excited expression i oso feel excited.Wonder why i still sitting at home typing blog?Coz my bf not free to bring me out tonight,he wanna help hsemate celebrate bday.

 

    Suddenly think of the countdown last year...30/08/2005.Connie,Yew Chiong,Fei and i went to KLCC for a movie..then we watched fireworks when 12 oclock..although no concert for us,it is still a precious moment for me.another year of countdown...30/08/2004.This is the 1st count down with my bf..i still rmb we had BBQ at jessie's hse then fei brought me to Trig Hill to watch fireworks...lots of peoples at the tower...we hugged each other and felt so safety..at that time i promised to watch every year fireworks with him.I still rmb tat was the 1st time i intro fei to my buddies..they made all kind of jokes with him.

 

    Times passed so fast that 2 years had gone through.i started my relationship when i was juz a school girl..til now i m a Uni student.I wonder how my buddies celebrate their national count down?excluded my dear jessie and jane cozz they r now at spore..as i knw,spore national day had juz passed.^.^ Connie,hope u still happy with YC.Pei Yeik,wish u r celebrating it with "tat guy"...gip him a chance.Mien Yi,dun have us beside u still can celebrate it hapily rite?Waiih,i rmb we celebrated ur bday together last 2 year..hope ur wishes come true.Shaleen,i think i dun have to worry bout u coz u owez as hapi as usual.Jess and Jane,hope u two rmb our national day and be excited like malaysian.

 

    And oso all my frenss....hope all of u happy owez...!!!!!!!

    Merdeka!!!!!!Merdeka!!!!!Merdeka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^.^

       Suddenly feel that wanna type sumthing in blog...coz i got sum idea on my brain things..!haha....!!Goin to final soon..duno how to study...but 1 week ago i bz with all my assignment things til i realise sumthing very important...that is:no matter do wat oso cnt last minute.The lecturer gip us 1 week to complete all for sub's assignment,make us so suffer...and oso tests!!Duno why those lecturers just keep on pushing us...til sum of them even gip up the last programming assignment.Actually,our brain oso like tis...if we study at last moment,our brain wont accept all the data we insert but like us,mayb will choose to forget it.So....dear frens....cant study at last moment ok???

 

       Problems appear between me n him...i duno how to solve....very heartache today....feel wanna cry out loud...but i dun dare.tears only will drop down when my heart pain...T.T

  有没有人可以告诉我，没有争吵的地方在哪里？我很累了，每天都要为别人想，不能自由的做自己喜欢的事情，生活好像受到约束，想当初我在自己家一样！没有人知道我是多么的不想在家，因为我从小到大都被爸妈管到很严，当我知道我可以出来读书，我很开心，终于可以过个不必每天向人报到的生活！可是，我错了！在家靠父母，出外靠朋友，一点也没错。反之，我可以将它改成“在家父母管，出外朋友管！”谁能了解我的心情？难道一生中注定由别人来管吗？我承认我是个不堪寂寞的人，但我也不希望有别人来管。人是自私的，每件事的好都往自己身上摆。。。这是人之常情，怨不得我的！好累好累！我很高兴有位能让我诉苦和分担我开心的室友。。。更开心有事情发生时她愿意和我分担，但我也想要我自己的空间，你能明白吗？ 功课上的烦恼，你有我也有。我找别人帮忙，当然也想到你。我没有要完全抄袭的意思，但我希望和你分享，我会让你叫到功课的，相信我，好吗？然而我知道她不会看到这些的，我会用行动来证明的！我也不想做个自私的人被人排挤啊！谁也不想吧？！！ 

 

  For the times passing....i knw alot bout frens and comcept of my life.I wonder why everyone muz be like tis....do u knw tis is very tiring and bored?I apologize who everyone i hurt n everyone thinks tat i hurt them.Sorry!!As for my roomie...i hope u let me to be like tis...i DID think of u...really DID.Miss the times at secondary sch...miss the recess times we all gathered together and keep on gossiping...i wonder if my buddies think so too??hehe!!!!

 

  Dun worry and be happy is wat i can tell myself...i also wanna study hard for my own sake and oso for my parents...esp my papa...!He dun care no matter how my mama say no when i wanna study here,he also sent me here.I knw he understand me well...he knew i dun like to be controlled.Tat's y i m here....studying in UTAR....far away from my hometown.I wont let u down de papa!trust me!!!^.^

 

p/s:got things plz dun keep them in ur heart...coz other people wont knw wat u r thinking...they are too bz juz to guess ur feeling..tis will only make ppl feel tired and fade up!remind all my dear dear frens~~!!!!rmb it okie?^_^v 

  Now i m doin my LCD assignment...feel so helpless and useless coz my stupid comp havent back..have to use other ppl's pc...aihz.Why i dun understand wat the lecturer r talking about...Why i dun understand wat i should do in the assignment??Why everytime i got the wrong information bout my studies??Why???=.=

 

  (Sumtimes i feel wanna shout out loud...do u knw wat is stress??can u understand how it feels??when i m sleepy..but dun dare to sleep coz feel tat times are rushing me...I muz study for my exam now...i feel really REALLY stress...no one can help me...only myself~)

 

  Juz now when i knw i havent do my programming stuff...i feel like wanna scream...coz i really brainless when saw those stuff...duno how i pass my programming last time...mayb those foundation lecturer shouldnt let us pass easily..aihz.Why should they let those poor students to enter U?let the U lecturer tease us??tease us duno everything?tease us poorer than STPM students?But when we wanna prove tat we r clever,the sub we learnt cnt shows tat we r better...but only shows tat everyone is poor in tat sub...=.= why on earth those lecturers have to do tis to us?we r juz students...who spent parent's money to study...can gip more concern to us?sighhhh....

 

  But there r oso good lecturer who worried bout our studies.Like our LCD lecturer...mr.kuek.Bcoz of him..i wanna study hard in tis sub..so among the four sub i study,the most confident sub is tis...only tat i dun understand the assignment.Can i ask u bout my confusion mr kuek?i hope i can.....u r the only 1 tat can help me..sighh..

 

  Left 5 weeks to my final exam?4 subjects = 5 weeks.Average 1 subject = 1 week..aihz...

 

  char name;

  printf("Who can help me??");

  scanf("%c",&name);

 

  output =???? sighhh..................

 

 

 

  Many things happen this few days,included sumthing bout me,roomie,and hsemie.My roomie n hsemie are under cold war now,at 1st i tot juz play play,who knws my hsemie really got angry and just ytd i knw it had sumthing to do wit me oso.I got frighten,really frighten coz i nvr think this thg got things to do wit me.I feel very sad...why muz a good fren like my roomie n hsemie become like tat??now they really like strangers..aihz...sighh...poor poor adeline..=.=

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  已经过了六天，我真得很开心，因为我们的感情还是像往常般没变。看到他的当儿，我还是会觉得有点陌生，但后来回到家抱一抱，才知道彼此是多么的想念对方。我把我的礼物都送出去了，他很开心，但是愚蠢的我竟然忘了他要我帮他买手机壳，我好笨哦！这几天每晚的晚餐都是一起吃的，有种幸福的感觉，但是我很对不起我的朋友们，我好像冷落了他们！怪我重色轻友也好，怪我不够义气也好，这才是真正的我，对不起啦！他送我一个很可爱的杯，使我最喜欢的卡通人物，snoopy哦！他还告诉我，他希望我每次喝水都想到他。好体贴的男人！爱死他了！

 

  不知道为什么我还是没心情读书，很孤单！我真的真得很想读书，觉得好对不起自己哦！唉！我以前答应过老公会努力读书的，现在我觉得好失败哦！我从今起要努力了！！为了我爸妈和我未来的生活，还有我未来的老公，我拚了！一定要获取好成绩，gambateh！！我刚从朋友家回来，又有种孤单的感觉在了！现在要预备稀桦的生日惊喜，没有空了！希望等下是开心的！

 

祝大家永远快乐！。。。。（完）

今天的我有如晴朗天空上的星星，在天空不断的闪烁不断地等待，等待有一天我这颗星星可以脱颖而出，成为天上的焦点。此时的我已被人发现了，现在我终于等到他的归来，解除我对他的思念。我此刻的心情是多么的复杂，不知该开心还是难过，因为昨晚又闹得不欢而散。我会像往常般拥抱他吗？而他会像往常般的拥抱我吗？我们还会不会像往常般的恩爱呢？这些答案我都不知道，但今天晚上就会揭晓了！好紧张哦！！有人说，小别胜新婚，但有谁知道某些人因为不能见而天天吵架呢？身边的朋友都是最好的证明，我自己本身也是曾经体会到的，或许是离别了才知道对方的可贵，才能更加恩爱吧！我相信爱是永恒的，因为爱本身已存在，使人把爱变成了恨，这又得怪谁呢？

 

现在我的他已经在慢慢的接近我了，他借着天空上的飞机慢慢的靠近我，我的心情很开心，隔了两个多月终于可以见到他了！！刚刚我的手机简讯响，我还以为他到了，还我一场欢喜一场空，过后我还自嘲了一会儿，嘲笑我的无知，明明知道他一点多才回到吗，为何还会以为他传简讯来呢？难道是天空上的天使寄来的？告诉我他在哪里？白痴！哈哈！太想他了吧！现在的一分一秒都很难过，很想快快就到我们见面的时刻，然而希望那时候的时间会停下来，让我们分享那每一分每一秒。真的好想他哦！有谁能了解我此时此刻的心情呢？当初无论妈妈多反对，我们还是继续走了过来，当初我要来这里升学时，我已把我们的感情交在上天的手里，如果我们是有缘的，会在相见再走下去的。上天让我看见了我的未来，把我们交给了彼此，好开心哦！！

 

我已经准备了好多好多的礼物要送给你，你到了吗？--------------------- （待续）

  Today my mood is totally down..coz quarrel with my bf again...really duno how to explain to him anymore...y cnt sum1 understand my feel??i wont break up wit him juz becoz he dun have car to fetch me..how come he wont knw juz bcoz of him i willing to walk beside him around the world??now i quite tired...dun wan anymore explain n dun wan anymore argue...juz up to him whether wanna believe me or not..i think tat next time in future he is going to stay near me i really happy..hope wit tis we can reduce quarrel n be happy owez..!!!only my frens,knw how much i love him..!!!

 

很久以前就知道有这样的东西存在，但都没机会和空闲去搞这东东！嘻嘻！！现在的我，没有电脑是不能生存的，可能很多人都是这样吧，电脑已成了人们的必须品！但是呢？除了电脑以外，还有一样是我不可能没带在身边的，那就是－－手机！！哈哈！！我很跟得上现代学生们的潮流吧？简直一模一样哦！要离开wangsa maju了，还真不舍得这里的朋友们。。。朋友们，看到这篇短文时，想念我的就留下痕迹吧！！Miss you guys owez!!!!